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星期三, 一月 30, 2008

I wonder how many of my readers are following the presidential elections in America. If you read main newspapers online, you'd come across statements like "XXX Editorial Board endorses Clinton," or "Senator XXX endorses Obama."


Even though the US elections doesn't concern me directly, it's a personal satisfaction to see Bush stepping down as the president. Just when it's starting to feel like Bush is going to be the president of the United States forever... there's hope!







So, I'm proud to announce that
fluff-my-fur.blogspot.com endorses
Hilary Clinton
.






(As if anyone cares!) And it's kinda an obliged thing cuz I'm female afterall. But seriously, no matter whether clinton or obama gets elected, it's gonna be a historical moment for America.


So now, it's time to sit back, relax and watch show.

星期二, 一月 29, 2008

i am a youtubist.



When Google Map gets too close...
Another late night.


Finished a poster for nm3208 yesterday.


Resume and letter of application due on wednesday.
Here i am, taking a break, and blogging.

It's not exactly a break really.
Because blogging can be tiring too.
Recently i've been re-evaluating my purposes for blogging.
This is, you know, the longest blog i've ever kept.




(At this juncture, a COCKROACH flew unto the sofa, landing beside where i was sitting and scared the hell out of me.)




Anyway, it's been four weeks into the new year already. And it's been hectic thus far. Coping with school, church, friends, tuition, and many many assignments, each of them requiring 100% of my attention. I wish i can decide the number of hours i have each day. I wish and i can only wish. Nowadays, I give thanks every time before i sleep. Simply because i still have time to sleep.

Well, i just need to settle myself in, and find a way to cope with all these.





A quick update about school.


nm3208: is designing content for new media. An extension of the module i took last semester which requires me to do a lot of drawing and designing, if you still remember. It's a 100% CA module, with no final exams. It's a xiong module, but it's definitely gonna be a rewarding one.

The first group project would be to film a mtv. The song has to be original, and the mtv has to be narrative in nature. This thursday, I'll be attending a course on video recording. Hope to learn video editing later on too.


nm3880A: zz's 2nd favorite module. =x It's about copyright and new media. Taking it too with bowen and atticus. And we're all from nyjc! Anyway, besides being an IT-idiot, the lecturer is loads of fun, energy and laughter, all so to spice up the night lecture.

Today after lecture, we took the same bus home together! Me, zz, bowen and our lecturer! We talked about the s377A repeal, about how different US and Sg are, and about some other random stuff that i can't remember. I enjoy listening to her, cuz she's very entertaining, and has many experiences to share.


nm3211: news reporting and editing. The title speaks for itself. For group project. we're supposed to publish an online newspaper for NUS as a tutorial group. For this, we have to write a resume, and apply for a position in the newspaper. I'm gonna apply for the Art Editor position. And then we'll have to start sourcing for news in NUS and write articles subsequently. If we're good enough, we may get published for real and let the whole wide NUS read our newspaper.



...which reminds me...
that i have to write one Breaking News article this semester.
No specified deadline.
I just need one breaking news in NUS.


The definition of a breaking news:
An unforeseen event that is important and relevant to readers, i.e. the students in NUS.


For example,
the change in S/U options last semester,
and (did you hear?) there was a death on campus last week.

These are breaking news, and I NEED ONE!!!



Hence if you do hear of such BREAKING NEWS in NUS, please... pleease... PLEEASE~~!!! let me know! Take me as a paparazzi, or a nosy-pig i don't care! I want news!!!



Okay, I guess you get the idea.



So, this was school for me so far.
Tiring, but i learned much.
You're commendable too, if you managed to read everything right up to this concluding paragraph. For that, i love you. *Muacks!* (How conditional can my love get?)
Anyway, that's all for today.
Goodbye people, and hello resume.

星期六, 一月 26, 2008

i have yet to blog about this very significant event that will remain significant for quite some time. (I drafted this out a long time ago, and actually forgot about it!)

Well, i was unwilling to blog about this because i feel that it would be a very wordy post. Lacking in visual attractiveness and so perhaps making it boring. And thus undermining its significance to me. (Imagine reporting the 911 incident without any supporting photographs. How credible would that be?)


Nonetheless.




It was 3rd Dec 2007.


I'd been looking forward to that day ever since my exams ended.

It was the SPH Tea Session.




...
It was april 2003. I was fresh in jc1, looking forward to seeing my first three months gp tutor mr lawrence again. I thought he looked like my fav deejay daniel ong. To my horror, he was no longer my gp tutor. In place of him was a then-stranger, mr halim.

Never had i expected this man to have influenced me so much. He made me realize the extent of mass media's power, and how naive i had been. Because of him i joined and loved debate. And it was then i realized that my passion wasn't in the sciences, nor in the arts, but it was really in language, and the power of language as a tool of communication.

Since then, i wanted to be a journalist.
...





So back to the tea session. It was catered for graduating jc/poly students, and undergraduates who might want a scholarship from SPH.


I went to find out more about journalism, how SPH works, and in hope of meeting some real journalists.




A couple of stuff i brought home that day, besides the goodie bag.


ONE: More knowledge on how sph works, practically.

It made my adrenaline rush.
The phrase "That's exactly the kind of career i want!" ringed through my ears.

But at the same time, my hands turned cold.
"Am i ready for it?"
"Would they want me?"
"Can i live up to their expectations?"
Statements of insecurity, of inferiority, of doubt.

Then i realized.
There are SO MUCH to be done, in preparation to be a professional journalist.
Desire alone is just not enough.


TWO: Sharing by journalists.

He, particularly, impacted me a lot.
And he is Ng Tze Yong, from "The New Paper".
His passion for journalism. His initiative to do freelancing overseas. And the principles he live by. After chatting with him, I found out that he is learning or has learned Arabic as a foreign language. That is one tough language to learn! But foreign languages will always come in handy for journalists working overseas. That made me wanna brush up on my French!



War Junkies.
Ng shared with us about "war junkies". Every time a war breaks out in some part of the world, thousands of journalists book air tickets and fly there asap.

It's a rat race. Be the first to report about the war, have your pictures and your story out first, and you become famous overnight.

But the key is "connections". You have your photos, you have your story, but who do you send them to?

Most of these war junkies are actually unemployed. Precisely because they are unemployed, they resort to doing such radical things.

The sad thing is, war zones are dangerous places. Many unknown yet aspiring journalists die in their quests. No one really cares. It's a whole rat race.


The thing about being in a war zone, it pumps your adrenaline right.
You see helpless sickly bloody dying people.
You live in real-time danger.
You see hundreds, probably thousands of dead bodies lying before your eyes, and you are never the same again.

It's this adrenaline rush that makes it so difficult to return home, lie down on soft cottony beds, sip ice cappuccino and pretend that nothing has happened.

And it is this adrenaline rush that causes these war junkies to keep looking out for new war zones. Once another war breaks out, another air ticket is booked.


Ng recommended a book. Which i read and soon became an addiction. One chapter was all i could handle in a day. Any more than that i might break out in tears or enter a state of disillusion. It's entitled Dispatches from the Edge, an autobiography by Anderson Cooper, the anchor of CNN. Read it, if you dare.








That's basically what i've reaped of the sph tea session.
There are just SO MANY things I can do in preparation to be a journalist.
I don't know if i can make the mark, but it'll all show in the end.

星期五, 一月 25, 2008



this is not a proper update.
i just wanna share this. by him again.
i enjoy art, and details.


i'll leave it here for some time.

星期四, 一月 24, 2008

chill~ o u t .




It was on impulse. Mine, that is.
Induced by those monthly mood swings women face.
I'm quite sensitive to it. Cuz that's when i have a choice.
Do something to make myself feel better, or to continue dwelling in it.


My choice:
Went to Indochine with the two below.
(take 1)

"Eh... zz, look at the camera leh."


(take 2)

"Yah... I know... that's chili sauce... so?"




Big eyes. Thick lips. Caught totally unaware.
Zz started taking loads of photos of ME.


(specimen A)

So i took a photo of him too, as evidence.



"Eat, drink and be merry, for tomorrow we die."

My usual. Sex on the beach.
Bartender mixed in more alcohol that night.



Junyao's. Some pineapple cocktail i can't remember its name.
And it is OUT-OF-FOCUS. *shrugs*



Zz's Banana Dream.
His face cringed every time he took a sip.
Wasn't exactly a dream for him.



Wedges, lor.


Sitting around, drinking, chatting, eating
Laughing, listening to live bands, taking photos...
The ideal pace of life. Momentary escapism.


More photos...

Looks scary aye.



Zz looks like he's smoking, or getting high.



HAHAHHA. no comments. =X



Zz's obsessed with the lamp post behind me.






that's all.
hungry~.

星期二, 一月 22, 2008

Goodbye & Hello--Tanya chua.



I've taken interest in this singer in recent years especially.
From her 陌生人, Beautiful Love, and 原點.
To her recent album "Goodbye and Hello".

Thanks to sia, we got tix to watch Tanya Chua sing at St. James, Dragonfly.
Me, sia, deslyn. Met charlene and her friend there too.
Charlene was super high, as usual.


The stage, the lights, the atmosphere.
(i feel like clubbing)


Disco ball. The lights are pretty.


Sia insisted they are DNA. But they look more like cigarettes really.


Tanya and tanya.
She was all bright and cheery. Her smile and her laughter is very contagious.


I've heard on radio how she packed up everything here in Singapore and moved to Taiwan. Alone. How she ended an online relationship and wrote songs inspired by that. And how she stopped writing songs about others, and started writing songs about herself. Her relationships, her emotions, her life.

And i think that's a crucial turning point in her songwriting.
To step out and just be herself. Being real. 這樣才能感動到人.



She has alot of stage presence.
Could tell that she enjoys performing/singing to people.


She sang 當你離開的時候,達爾文,晨間新聞,空白格,Beautiful Love, and 陌生人 for encore. When she sang, everyone just listened quietly, and dwelled in the whole atmosphere of the song. LiYi phrased it well, saying, "我們深怕每一個呼吸 或發出的每一個怪聲音 會破壞掉整首歌。"



Yupps, LiYi was the host for the day.



i look forward to hearing more good songs by Tanya Chua.
So proud that she's a Singaporean. :)
Some videos to share.




Bill Gates on his last day at Microsoft. It's hilarious.

His "friends" appeared in the following order.
  1. Brian Williams
  2. Steve Ballmer
  3. Matthew McConaughey
  4. Jay-Z
  5. Bono
  6. Steven Spielberg
  7. George Clooney
  8. Jon Stewart
  9. Hillary Rodham Clinton
  10. Barack Obama
  11. Al Gore
taken from BlinkyMummy.




People hitting the drum, from age one to 100.
It's depressing, but that's the cycle of life.




Cong showed me this. Talking dogs.
It's kinda scary in a way. Imagine intelligent talking animals. They might just take over the world.
Chicky Rice II



Not much motivation to blog about this, cuz sia did it already.
Can just refer to her blog.

Don't ask me why we like chicky rice so much.
(Sia want to go one. =x)

So we went to eat wee nam kee chicken rice on sat.
Me, sia, joycee and dxx.
I ate before le, so not much comments.



Hotplate tofu.



Sia's 龍漢果+龍眼.



Joycee's coconut.



Mine. 白斬雞. I specified "NO BREASTMEAT!" woohoo.



The others ordered this, 燒雞. The skin is really crispy.



Rice lor.



Overall.



Then dropped by giordano to see weiyee.

Hello weiyee.


But i more interested in this other guy...

Shuai lah! I noticed you for quite some time liao. *shy*



As if chicken rice is not enough, we went to eat youtiao at Breadbar.


Left: Almond youtiao + Sunflower seed youtiao. Right: Green tea youtiao.
Green tea is good. It has a tinge of green tea fragrance, and is sprinkled with sugar to remove the bitterness.



Dips to go along with it. Kaya, dark choc, peanut butter, and mango.
I would like to try the cheese dip, but it wasn't available then.



Me, sia, joycee. We all got short hair.
(And it's NOT because of sia!)



Love lah!



Post for fun.



Us all. =)



That's it. A photo-ful post.
Shall update more soon.
Very soon.

星期五, 一月 18, 2008

It was 730am, Friday, 11th January.
I didn't sleep cuz i screwed my bio-clock up.
Little did i expect a pleasant surprise to be awaiting me.



*Blink blink*
A new msn conversation.
Ho Joe-Han. Or better known as Malaysian by my older readers.

"jessie!"
I can imagine his expression and how he'd sound.
It's 1130pm over at his side.
And i haven't seen or spoken to him ever since he left for Durham last September.
Joe-Han i do miss you yunno!


Here's a short excerpt from our short exchange.

him:
why can't you come europe?

me:
hmmm , cuz i'm broke?

him:
can you save up or apply for grants?
there are loads of hidden grants in singapore.

me:
i guess i'll leave europe tour till my honeymoon.
hahaha.

him:
would you want to marry me?

me:
yes joehan, you sound SO SINCERE.



It's just a joke, so don't take it seriously okay. Anyway, joe-han's attached already. And i'm really glad for him that he actually found his love in a foreign land. =D

And then after chatting on msn for a while, guess what? Joe-han actually offered to called me! He insisted that long-distance calls aren't that expensive after all, and so we talked on the phone for a time limit of 10 mins. And he sounded just the same.

Alrights! Remember to come back for kiliney's and laksa during your summer hols!

星期一, 一月 14, 2008

Last saturday,
these three people went to eat chicky rice balls together.
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me and sia look stupid. zisheng is acting cool.
(hello zisheng if you're reading my blog pls go and tag! =))


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Chicky rice balls! Haven't had them since primary school.
Feel that the rice would be better if it's warmer.
Chicken meat is very tender.



Overall view.
The chili is special. Nice.
And the soup has 蓮藕,紅棗 and 花生 inside.


Then we went town to walk around...
and do some major camwhoring.
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plus zisheng...
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We took so many tries to fit all three of us inside. Haiyo...













i think... i really can't be a bimbo. Hahaha.
on the first day of school term
my teacher gave to me
five deadlines~~
four sleepy moments
three lame jokes -.-
two lecture notes
and a tough time on C-O-R-S...


jesse:
i going to try out calculus tml too.
i scared i'll die there.

Zhenzhong:
...perhaps it's ur turn to be the ONLY CNM student there
lol

jesse:
lol
i'll look like a bimbo there.

Zhenzhong:
hmmm...

jesse:
WHICH I AM NOT OKAY

Zhenzhong:
haha

jesse:
because i'm not pretty enough to be a bimbo. haha.

Zhenzhong:
LOL
(*nodding head*)...




::::::::::::
(dots)
i was really hungry cuz dinner was merely half a bowl of porridge.
so i had a hard time deciding if i should eat or sleep.
(10am lecture at lt25)

God has His way of helping me decide.
i couldn't sleep.

This time round it wasn't so much that my bio-clock's screwed.
But more because my mind's bugged by something.
An issue that has two ways of solving.
And i chose the longer path.

It's been three freakin' years already.





School's in tomorrow.
I'm not exactly looking forward to it.
Cuz i'm still pretty much in the holiday mood.
What's more it's a 10am.
(I have trouble waking up, even for a 12pm lesson.)
I'm so gonna have monday blues this sem.
(My last sem, reminder.)

I hope i don't have to resort to gluing my hand to the bed.

星期六, 一月 12, 2008

This post is dedicated to a particular sea creature...





We could've seen each other for 10 000 times before
on the train on the bus along the streets
but we wouldn't have known
because we were strangers then.

It's like 珊瑚海, that Jay Chou song about a fish and a bird.
It's hard to imagine how our paths actually crossed.
Different age, different schools, different circle of friends.


But life works in its own mysterious ways.



It was early last year.
I still remember our first msn conversation.
i tried to be friendly.
No ulterior motives.

Your "Wah, you put make-up ah?"
How you're more amused than me that you said that.
And how you always made sure that no one felt left out.

We've had countless of kuupoon sessions,
Late-night-crap-talking on msn,
and "Help me with my rj/edit my ang moh"s.




13.11.07
(i digged msn archivess. ARE YOU TOUCHED?)
i became your honey and
you became my bumblebee.

Even though
i trust you as straight as changi airport road
but i know that you love me
and you know that i love you too.





If you ever
d i s a p p e a r
just remember to appear again.
:)









Where on earth did i learn to be so mushy and cheesy?!

星期五, 一月 11, 2008

randomness.




i have nothing to blog about
because my life recently has been as dull as
coke without sugar.


i've been staying up late
for
no
apparent
reason.


sometimes i'd be tossing and turning on my bed
when i hear him drop by.
sometimes i'd be up and awake
sitting right there in the living room
door wide open as he
sheepishly appear at my door
half-naked


and stuff the straits times through the gates.
like we paid him to do something shameful.










i sent her a message.


she's attached.
if you know who i'm talking about.
but i guess no one would.


my life is like
known by everyone
yet not known by anyone.
you get what i mean?






i should eat my noodles before they get rotten.





i've been working on a transcript which
my bro wants done by tml.


i'll get thirty bucks for it.


but seriously
for the amount of time spent on it
it's not worth it.









i'm sick of this brand of cup noodles.

星期二, 一月 08, 2008

Year 3 Sem II.


MY LAST SEM~!!
hopefully.



These are the modules I intend to take this semester.
Anyone taking these modules too drop me a msg okay.


NM3208 Designing Content for New Media
NM3211 News Reporting and Editing
NM3880A Copyright and New Media
EL3254 Media, Discourse and Society
PC1327 Science of Music
PC1328 Life as a Complex System




This new semester. Six modules. Three non-examinables. Exciting and taxing as usual. Gonna learn audio and video editing. News reporting, and editing. How to compose music and make a midi. It's gonna be fun yet tiring. Busy yet rewarding. This is going to be a great sem!



:)
Die lah. My bio-clock is super screwed up now. I cannot sleep~!! And don't mention about morning lessons next semester. Sigh~





Anyway, last Thursday, some of us who are very passionate about singing ktv, and relatively good at it too, gathered for the very first time for a mega ktv session. In Guanrui's terms, it's like gathering various singers from different record companies.


This ktv session was termed as the 同道中人 ktv session.



Left clockwise: Me, Zz, Tiyo, Nicholas, Carrie, Zhichun, Guanrui.


It was a truly enjoyable session. Everyone present were good singers, and we could openly discuss one another's strengths and weaknesses, which part of the song we've gone wrong, and stuff. Zz was the producer for the day. Whether or not you've sang well, it's all on his face. One wrong note/beat and he'll start shaking his head. Very amusing when you're not singing, stressful if you are.


Another special feature of this particular ktv session is the magical button "repeat". Never/hardly would we, in our usual ktv session, repeat songs. But, in 同道中人, if you anyhow sing, or didn't concentrate when singing, zz will repeat the song and you gotta sing the song all over again! LOL.


We sang from around 8pm all the way till 6am. Haha. It was super shiok lah i tell you. Hope to have more singers join us for the next 同道中人 ktv! =D


Lastly...

Cheapo lan-pok 同道中人 album cover. LOL.
(Help me pay my ktv money then i'll design a nicer one. HAHAHHAHA. Cheapo.)

星期三, 一月 02, 2008

Goodbye and Hello--2007, 2008.



Countdown at sher li's place to the most celebrated second of the year. Of strange nostalgia and irrational hopes. All the excitement and cheer on tv, distant and surreal. It's been some many countdowns. I've grown numb to the excitement. Shouldn't we cherish every other second as much as that particularly celebrated one?


Nonetheless, it's never too cliche to look back at the past one year and reminisce. Old friends that's moved on, new friends that might stay. Events and moments of joy, tears and warmth.


Pictures speak a thousand words. Looked through my archives, and here are some photos that best represent my version of 2007.




January.



... Started the photography craze.
A stranger giving out free hugs along Orchard Road. This was one of the first few photos taken with my k800i. I think it sort of captured my photography ideology--capturing simple yet meaningful moments in everyday life, and in doing so, freeze time, making that moment eternal.

... Started loving gary.
I've never once in my life admired any artistes so much so as to join his/her fanclub. Gary was the first. I often wonder if this would just be a passing interest. A blowing of the wind. But every time i hear his singing, listen to his compositions, or watch him live, i never failed to be blown away by him. He is really good.

I guess some people reduced me to a mere 'crazy fan'. I'd evaluate myself from time to time as well. Am i too over? What is the balance? For one, i know my priorities. What are the things that truly matter, and what are peripheral.



Feburary.



... Flowers on Valentine's Day for the first time. Thanks. :)
It's a strangely positive feeling. Besides it being totally unexpected, it's heartwarming knowing that there has been someone there all along. (Although i have no idea how to react...)

... Gfriendclub auditions.
No, you don't have to go through an audition to join gfc. It was an audition for a duet with gary.

Met sia for the first time. My prawn-flavored bumblebee.
I'm your honey, you're my bumblebee.

(Sounds eeks mushy)



March.



... Birthday.
Of the photo, my then caregroup nusa3 celebrated my birthday. Everyone was told to make something which they think represents me using colored blu-tac. I still have them on my desk. Last year's birthday was a relatively simple one. I never liked my birthdays to be a big thing. I prefer it to be a quiet reflective day. Better if it's raining, which it did last year.

... First chawing session.
My first chawing session at cineleisure k-union. And my second at bishan j8. I didn't know many people then and was still really shy. Guess we all have our first times.

... First ktv session with tiyo.
Hmmm, why is the first ktv session with tiyo particularly significant? Because it was my first serious ktv session. Prior to that i had only been to ktv twice. With tiyo, it was just the two of us. It's a lot of singing and i nearly ran out of songs.



April.



... First backpacking trip, all the way to kl.
Backpacking's my way of travel. Exciting, fresh and sometimes lost. It's during this trip that i got to know more gfc people and start to 露出真面目, not so shy liao.

... First time writing kuupoons.
On the last night in kl, in a hotel room. So the music industry is very 黑暗.

... Started learning photoshop.
I was never an IT person. Partly an interest, partly a skill. Took it up, and found it pretty easy after all.



May.



... Eelee's farewell.
A gathering with ancient hsa3. These people were there in my very first cg. Some stayed. Some left and came back again. At the end of the day, we're all together again having dinner around the same table. God's plan works in different ways for every one. It's heartening seeing how God never gave up on each and every one of us.

Although i've always heard about how Eelee wants to be a missionary one day, it always seemed so far away. Until then when i found out that she IS really going church planting in chile, that's when i realized we've all grown up. It's no longer merely talking about what God wants to do through you. It's actually doing it, living out what God wants to do in your life.

Graduating mid-2008. I want to live out my dream too.




... Meatball clan. helmet head. :)
I don't know how long can we be together like this until. It's as good as it lasts.



June.



... mypaper 1st bday party.
Gary chaw. Cafe del mar. Sentosa beach party. Sodagreen. Carlsberg.




... gfc chalet.



July.



... Alpha camp. Hello nusc3.
It was during the alpha camp that i really got to know my current caregroup people better. They're really a very fun bunch of people to be with. Let's serve God together. :)



August.



... Sodagreen concert.
It's my first time to a 售票演唱會, although i got the tix free. They blew me away totally. Just makes you wanna close your eyes and immerse yourself in their music.



September.




... Church Anniversary.
This is my 9th church anniversary already. Every time i attend the church anniversary i feel like crying. Seeing how far God has brought us through, seeing the changed lives around me, seeing God's faithfulness in me. It all makes me wanna cry.



October.




... Laptop design (ext).
Did this using brushes and pen tool. Spent days on the design, and one whole night on execution. Good that my tutor liked it. I learned a lot about photoshop and illustrator in 2007. Learned many design principles, and a little about photography. nm2208's a very fruitful module.



November.



... Wedding dinner.
How significant can a wedding dinner be? November was a hectic month. With countless deadlines and examinations all squashed together. So the wedding dinner was the most happening event for me. LOL. It made me think a lot about my future too.



December.




... Christmas countdown.
December was a month of celebrations. Pulau Ubin, Christmas eventsss, caroling, countdowns, stayovers, baileys, steamboats, etc. A packed month, but a joyous one nonetheless. December's always the month of nostalgia, and yet of hope.





Many things has happened in 2007. It wasn't a normal year for me. New friendships, new caregroup, new responsibilities. I can't foresee the future, but i hope 2008 will be an exciting, challenging and eventful year.



Goodbye 2007. Hello 2008.